Keep Moving. The End Is Near

I am not really sure where to begin. I just decided to sit down and start typing. I am sure there are other topics of writing I should be typing up for your viewing pleasure right now, yet I feel impressed to share my thoughts.

I know God lives, and that He loves us.

I know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the one true church on the earth today.

I know we are led by a true and living prophet, Thomas S. Monson.

I know that Joseph Smith was a true prophet and that he did see God the Father and His son, Jesus Christ when he knelt in prayer in that sacred grove of trees in New York state.

I know Joseph Smith translated the Book of Mormon through the power of God. I know the Book of Mormon is a true book, and in it we can find eternal happiness. I know we can learn for ourselves that it is true, and that knowledge can truly make us happy.

I know my Savior lives and loves me. I know I am a child of God, and that in a time before this earth, I lived with Him, along with every other person on this earth. I know we were sent to this earth for a purpose, to experience mortality, and to learn. In that, we may be prepared to live with God again.

I know that families can be together forever, through the sealing power of the priesthood. I know that with it, after this life, we will have the opportunity to see our loved ones once again and to be with them forever.

I know that one day, when this life is through, I will be resurrected. This life is so small in the eternal timeline of our Father's plan. That one day, all the mental anguish, all the pain and suffering, all the physical imperfections and frailties which I carry, will be lifted, and I will be perfected in and through Him, Jesus Christ.

Have you ever thought about what you will do first? In the day you are resurrected? I think about it everyday, in fact, I have a list that has been growing since I was about 13. Some of the things on that list include:

• Climb a tree
• Play a game of basketball
• Swing Dance

There is nothing wrong with having something to look forward to. What better way to get through life?

I am glad I have the knowledge that I do. That I know who I am, and where I am going. And I am working on getting there, a little bit at a time. Though I may not be perfect, and may be literally crawling along some days, at least I am moving. The end is near.

Now, that's the spirit! Don'tcha think? :)

Heaven's Warrior

This poem has been a long time coming, stuck somewhere in the vast subconscious of my mind for some time now. Out of no where, it decided to free itself. :)

Heaven’s Warrior

To my sweet baby
Whom I love so dear
If I could only tell you
How I long to hold you near
You are my little angel
Sent down from heaven above
The sparkle in your eyes
Show of our Father’s love
I now give you to your parents
To have you as their own
They will lead and guide you
Back to your heavenly home
Wherever you may go
And whatever you may do
May you always know
How much that I love you
As you go on in life’s journey
No matter how short or far
Baby boy, I ask you please
Remember who you are
You are heaven’s warrior
Sent from heaven down to earth
You have changed the hearts of many
Because of your noble birth

Remember who you are

6/12/08

Better Than Okay!

I am so glad the nice weather is finally here! The girls and I have been outside A LOT recently. We all have crazy farmer tans, I am not kidding. Besides a couple little spells of sickness, this first week of summer has been great. We have enjoyed spending time with friends and neighbors. There really isn't anything new going on, other than the nice weather.

I have started walking again. It is so nice to be active. I have walked atleast a block 4 times in the past week and a half. I actually just got back from walking just now. The girls are over at Sidney's playing and I decided to make good use of my time. When I came back into the parking lot, a few neighbors were outside and were cheering me on. We have such great neighbors, I feel so blessed to be in this place at this time. They are great.



On Wednesday, Sam and I went out to the movies together while Laci stayed back and played with a neighbor (Thanks Amy!) She had a great time. We saw the new Chronicles of Narnia. I was worried at first that it would be too intense, since I hadn't seen it, and I was worried it would be too much for Sam, but she loved it! She was cheering on the good guys the whole time! When it first started, she said, "I like the first one better mommy!" About 10 minutes later she turned to me and said, "Nevermind I like 1 and 2 the best!" It was a lot of fun!



I feel so blessed to have such amazing people in my life everyday. I have grown so much from each one of my friends and family. I know the Lord has put people in our lives at certain times, for certain purposes we may not even comprehend completely. I feel so spoiled to have so many wonderful people to talk to and learn from everyday. I have always been a people person. I enjoy getting to know people, but lately, I have just felt so overcome with love for the people who have come into my life.



I know I talk about the adoption a lot, but I feel so blessed to be a part of this experience! I have truly enjoyed watching Tyler grow and experiencing through letters the joy that his parents are experiencing! I remember, before signing the papers, wondering if I would have the courage to do it. I did not think I was strong enough. I remember the thing that kept me grounded was who I was blessing by the sacrifice I was making. I could not bare the thought of taking Tyler away from Braden and Jen. In the end, it was my love for them (and Tyler) that made all the difference!

I cannot believe in a few days, Tyler will be 3 months old! That is just amazing to me! The Lord really did know what He was doing. Even though I thought He was crazy when He answered my prayers with, "I will be there, Melody, and all will be okay," I had no idea it would turn out this good! He has never left my side, and the Lord was right, all is okay. In fact, it is better than okay!